This will be my last post until I return from Oxford.

I’ve been off mestinon for 3 days now and feel dreadful. So far I have had no issues with my breathing but this is probably due to the fact I have either been lying on the sofa or in bed.

I think you can tell how much I’m looking forward to this trip by the fact my bag isn’t properly packed and my wheel chair hasn’t been cleaned. Every time I think about this trip I feel sick with nerves.

I’m hoping that I will get somewhere this time but I’m not hopeful.

Wish me luck xxxx